Somewhere between grief and now,
my body journeys in its own time.
It has a way of knowing
how the past has not completely past.
It trips and falters on the warmest sunny days,
when nothing at all is changed
I know these days and my familiar ways
without looking at the date.
I’ve learnt to drop,
to sleep,
to stop,
to pause,
to honour
and to weep.
It’s ok to be left of centre
instead of staring staight ahead
bearings will reset and life will start again,
this I know for 10 year it has been so.
To know with pride,
that I know this place,
and it means its ok when,
for now…
the courage has been knocked out of me
and wisdom came instead.


























